The funny thing is, I’m not mad anymore.

Every after bad experience from a person, the automatic thing you’ll get is mad at that person. Like in relationships, I mean, especially in relationships… there are lot of situations that might lead to water running dry, that’s at least what the song Water Runs Dry says. As long as there is still love you can give to that person, choose where you can still go through. If you think it’s best to end a relationship because it’s turning into pure fights, then let go. At least you won’t get that mad at each other.

I’ve been in a bit the same situation. I’ve been in love to someone who couldn’t love me as much as I’ve given. But still, I continued making that person feel how much I mean the words ‘I love you.’  Until the time came I realized how I’ve been making myself fall out of love. I’ve stalked too much and found such lies. And yes, I’ve been that bitter. But I realized that instead of getting mad at you(Yes, I’m referring to someone now.) and holding much grudge. I’m still thankful. You’ve made me happy more than anyone could. You’ve shown me efforts to at least give back the things I’ve done for you. You’ve accepted the fact that I really do love you. You made me feel something new in my life, just that pure happiness. Until I have complicated things, yes, I guess it was my fault, partly. But whatever is that, I just want to thank you. For that smiles you’ve drew in my face, that butterflies I’ve got in my stomach, and the inspiration and all. I wasn’t really happy that you are now happy… before. But now,  I’m happy you’ve found someone. Honestly.

I’m still hanged on that feeling and can barely move forward. But I know, soon, I will. I’m going to find someone who could make me happier than you did, someone who’ll love me with everything that person could give. Sooner or later, I could talk to you and laugh about how I’ve gone crazy for you. And to end this write-up, I want to thank you, again. And be happy with the one you’re committed now. I’m looking forward to talk to you, soon.

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